lol, in my sch, theres one girl hu created tis song,

"nan hua huan ying ni" , inspiration frm the five words hanging frm our school...

u wil notice these five words once u enter the sch...

then she smehow copy tis song frm beijing huan ying ni,

change abit the lyrics haha

wow...

i wish nanhua whld create the song as our school song

cos i tink all sch songs sucksss

LOL

anws, realy hope they post it up on youtube....

haha

today evening, i went out wif my parents to dinner...

then in the car

they toked frm my CO new year song,

cos we deleted the song "xin nian ge da jia chang"

so...we chatted till i said my juniors were btr than me

then they started saying

"see? ur juniors btr than u. u stil dun wok hard"

then i replied sayin "so wat? cca only for points"
then my father jus anyhow RAISED HIS VOICE AT ME.

"see? U GOT ATTITUDE PROBLEM. EVERYTING OSO NVM NVM DUN CARE DUN CARE. U NOE OTHER PPL BTR THAN U U STIL DUN WORK HARD?"

then my mum oso join in

I TELL U O'M SO PISSED WIF THEM!!!

GO TO HELL GO DIE!!!

THE BOTH OF U!

I HATE U!

aft tat when we reach pasiris park or smeting,

my parents realised i ignoring them

idk y

tears jus swelled in my eyes

i felt like yelling

"WAT PROVE U GOT I NV WORK HARD? HUH? U GOT USE UR EYES TO C? HU GIVES U THE PERMISION TO SCOLD ME? U TINK U SO PRO? U SAY I DUN WORK HARD? DO U EVEN NOE U HURT MY FEELINGS WHEN U SAID TAT. I NV LEARN YANGQIN BFRE. I NOE I TAKE LONGER TIME TO LEARN SO?? SO WAT RITE? UR BUSINESS? U SO PRO U GO PLAY THE YANGQIN URSELF. I WORKED SO HARD U SAY I NV? THE BOTH OF U. I DUN WAN SUCH PARENTS. GO TO HELL LAH!"

stil bring me see wat kites.

u tink i got the mood? NO!

during dinner i cun even eat properly.

i ordered SAMBAL FRIED RICE.

partly to make my throat as sore as possible. (idk y i wanted tat)

then i ordered ice lemon tea ( mayb cool myself down?)

but wif evry spoon i put inside my mouth, one tear wld start falling down my cheeks,

i had to wipe them off so many times...

i smsed my frens,

my mum go scold me.

say wat "eat dinner or walking dun play hp."

SHE SAID THE SAME TING WHEN I WAS WALKING

"ltr knock down by bicycle"

I YELLED AT HER, "KNOCK DOWN BTR STIL!"

i felt like adding, BTR KNOCK BOTH OF U! TATS EVEN BTR!

i harld y feel so pissed wif my parents

i tot they understood how much i love my cca

THEY DUN APPARENTLY.

I'M SO SAD OVER HERE, CRYING,

THEY NOE THEY MADE A MISTAKE

THEY UNTIL NW HAVEN SAY ONE WORD OF SORRY

BY TYPIN TIS POST

I WAN EVRYONE TO NOE WAT BASTARDS THEY R

i'm sorry if wat i said was too harsh. but tat was how i actually felt at tat moment

not to worry, i'm fine nw...hope i hav no more mood swings!

phew!

LOL.